Ready Or Not?

I've got those pinpoint pupils
I've got those nodding headrolls
I've got a dangerous pulse!!
Cut me off from this world please tourniquet

Re-draw the line, I can't stop lying about the lines I'm cooking.
I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE TO LIVE
Shut up!

It's like the spoons are disappearing from the kitchen counter.
I keep them hidden in the bathroom with my new found lover.
Getting number, I'm my brother

My body is here but my mind is worlds away
How can I be the one, to tell you it wasn't me
every time I said this is me, when it wasn't
Who do you trust?? Him or me??
He is Me!!!

I'm disappearing in the bathroom with my new found lover!

There goes my brain.
There goes my brain.
There goes my name!

Weep while I rot... weep while I rot!

Inside my mind, I feel perfect.
Back to real life, I feel different.

I don't know me anymore!
It means nothing at all, to take what I need:
I'll steal shit from your drawer cuz my arm is thirsty!

I've just about convinced myself that this is what I needed!

It's like the spoons are disappearing from the kitchen counter.
I keep them hidden in the bathroom with my new found lover.
Getting number, I'm my brother.