Moments I Regret

[00:16.53] I find joy in the blur
[00:23.42] Longing for the moments I regret
[00:31.54] Hollow out my deepest wounds
[00:34.81] I've never felt in control
[00:38.45] Let it happen again and again
[00:45.79] Anxieties never sleep
[00:49.21] When I dream of the end of the world
[00:55.39] This poison self-inflicted
[00:59.08] We learn to live without
[01:02.75] The joy in the blur
[01:09.65] I deserve to be punished
[01:12.80] For never wanting to be fixed
[01:16.75] Give away my misery
[01:19.92] So I don't have to live with it
[01:23.89] I deserve to be punished
[01:27.35] For never wanting to be fixed
[01:31.02] Give away my misery
[01:34.13] So I don't have to live with it
[01:37.54] Devastation all around me
[01:40.68] A thousand reasons to be angry
[01:43.85] Echoes of disfigured ghosts
[01:47.28] Voices you could diagnose
[01:51.14] Unloved since birth
[01:54.35] My father's curse
[01:58.09] Unloved since birth
[02:01.50] My father's curse
[02:07.25] I deserve to be punished
[02:10.54] For never wanting to be fixed
[02:14.41] Give away my misery
[02:17.54] So I don't have to live with it
[02:21.66] I deserve to be punished
[02:24.95] For never wanting to be fixed
[02:28.76] Give away my misery
[02:31.80] So I don't have to live with it
[02:37.47] Cursed at birth with the mark of a bastard
[02:42.30] I emerge the shepherd that butchers the black sheep
[02:53.69] I disavow
[02:59.27] Unloved I disavow
[03:03.08] Cursed at birth with the mark of a bastard
[03:09.18] Unloved I disavow
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