Inner Contrarieties

Depression, frustrated life
A free will, self-immolized
Vision, consciousness, sickness
Barriers, restrictions
Constrained world, hope to survive
Depressed and fear in my life
Feeling lost and crushed
From which to see bright faces
The only man in the world
Waiting to escape
A bit on the cliff to oblivion

Shy days
Please tell what would tempt me
In my heart's world
And stay
I finally open the gates
To my life in pain, vanity
This dream comes from
Where the art is alive
Enslaved
A passion so weak to death

The greater bliss has its consequences
And I dream of seeing paradise again
What's done is done in this cell
All is gone, in this pain
When you feel like a stone, it's time to run
And your goal is never to succeed
Lying here won't keep me down
I'm gone, not in this pain

Shy days
Please tell what would tempt me
In my heart's world
And stay
I finally open the gates
To my life in pain, vanity
This dream comes from
Where the art is alive
Enslaved
A passion so weak to death

Lord, please drag me on
From this blackened wall
The addiction got my hand
In its haze
Shut it off, no more contact
With myself
When this picture line
Will ever shatter
Here I am for you
And all the people who care
I'm rotten flesh
And beyond remains
Just give me one single thought
This last day
I should shoot down
Into the haze

The greater bliss has its consequences
And I dream of seeing paradise again
What's done is done in this cell
All is gone, in this pain
When you feel like a stone, it's time to run
And your goal is never to succeed
Lying here won't keep me down
I'm gone

Shy days
Please tell what would tempt me
In my heart's world
And stay
I finally open the gates
To my life in pain, vanity
This dream comes from
Where the art is alive
Enslaved
Yah!