Trying

Looking for answers inside of a book
What if I took what I shouldn't have took?
And if I was stronger would I let go of it?
And if I was older would I know what to do with it?
And what if I never get it right?
What if I don't come back to life?

My body is made of wood and stone
It can rot and it can burn
And what if I took what I shouldn't have took?
And what if I got what I shouldn't have got?
And if I was stronger would I let go of it?
And if I was older would I know what to do with it?
I'm down on my knees, begging don't run away from me
I just need to keep you close
But what if it feels like everything else?
What if it feels like nothing at all?