The Bitter End

So sick of hiding about myself
Waiting on others to tell me I'm enough
So fucked at sink and crippling down
I think I've done, I've had enough
I've had enough
The end is near
I can hear it drawing closer
Falling in and out of sight
Of our lives repeating
While no going back
While no going back
Going back again
The light won't shine
I can see it leaving
Falling out of sight
While our lives so gracefully fall
Can't replace what was before
It's not the way
When you always lose
I can hear it drawing closer
Falling in and out of sight
Of our lives repeating
I've been trying for too long
To walk amongst the depths
But now I'm burning full of hate
And I can fight what I desire
I've been trying for too long
To walk amongst the depths
And now I'm burning full of hate
And I can fight what I desire
So much self loathing
Thinking I'm never enough
That I'm a fraud
In my misery sequence