Curled Up In The Corner

I wanna go
Where the motherfuckers will leave me alone
Drown me in the river of amber and bones
Maybe I will find myself

And I wanna fall
Further than I ever believed I could fall
Deep into the pleasure of nothing at all
blurring into someone else

I will break but I won't show
No one really needs to know
I'll be curled up in a corner telling all my dirty jokes
I will load that stupid gun
You might pay for what I've done
'cause I'm curled up in a corner holding on

I wanna say
Something just a little bit different today
Something just a little beneath my pay
me if you've heard it before