Lotus

[00:12.21] I saw my body in a crimson field
[00:14.56] Intoxicated by the horror and the glooming lights
[00:17.59] Frozen is the emerald gaze
[00:20.43] My death impending
[00:21.94] I've never felt so much delight
[00:27.74] Never felt so much delight
[00:31.35] I saw my body in a crimson field
[00:34.51] I want you to hurt me, cut me, hold me down and choke me
[00:38.10] Spit blood in my face while you tell me that you love me
[00:41.14] Bind me, beat me, whisper that you need me
[00:43.97] Fill the void inside this empty vessel
[00:52.68] Can you hear the silent whispers in your head?
[00:55.27] I will show you the path to a perfect immortality
[00:58.41] I'll disengage the toxins in your mind
[01:01.22] I'll set you free from all your worries and anxieties
[01:04.39] Don't look back now, don't be afraid now
[01:07.28] Just close your eyes and I'll take your pain away
[01:10.06] Please don't take my pain away
[01:12.84] The only thing that's keeping me sane
[01:15.55] It burns inside me day by day
[01:18.64] Day by day, day by day
[01:21.53] Please don't take my pain away
[01:24.36] The only thing that's keeping me sane
[01:27.07] It burns inside me day by day
[01:30.32] Bury my body in the field of Lotus
[01:33.24] I can feel the substances rushing through my veins
[01:35.71] Eyes are restless, they spin out of control
[01:37.72] My broken thoughts are the only reminiscence I hold
[01:40.58] Of this empty feeling, hollow feeling, that I've sealed inside my broken soul
[01:44.75] I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me
[01:47.45] I guess I'm addicted to watching you bleed
[01:50.81] This is the only thing that makes sense to me
[01:53.96] Now bleed for me
[01:55.42] I want you to hurt me, cut me, hold me down and choke me
[01:59.07] Spit blood in my face while you tell me that you love me
[02:02.04] Bind me, beat me, whisper that you need me
[02:04.93] Fill the void inside this empty vessel
[02:07.91] Please don't take my pain away
[02:10.71] The only thing that's keeping me sane
[02:13.43] It burns inside me day by day
[02:16.42] Day by day, day by day
[02:19.32] Please don't take my pain away
[02:22.29] The only thing that's keeping me sane
[02:24.93] It burns inside me day by day
[02:28.12] Bury my body in the field of Lotus
[02:37.55] Bury my body in the field of Lotus
[02:45.48] Don't take my pain away
[02:47.45] It burns inside me every single day
[02:51.28] Day by day, day by day, day by day
[02:53.84] It never fucking goes away, goes away, goes away
[02:58.76] I can't fucking believe this
[03:00.50] Why do I feel this?
[03:01.62] Is this the only way I want to feel?
[03:03.54] I'm stuck in my fucking head
[03:04.90] Bleeding and I'm sinking into everlasting pleasure and
[03:07.36] Don't take my pain away
[03:11.49] Bury my body in the field of Lotus