FUCKED UP

[00:15.64] I'll just be honest
[00:17.59] The shit I would see momma do
[00:19.02] Had an impact on all of these sonnets
[00:21.14] The shit I would see grandma do
[00:22.78] Had an impact that's why I be silent
[00:24.85] A shit load of problems were due
[00:26.43] Back then I thought that I wasn't solid
[00:28.83] Guess what
[00:29.58] I am
[00:30.65] Fucked up
[00:31.85] Heading at mommas house
[00:33.07] Fucked up
[00:33.62] Leaving my grandma house
[00:34.91] Fucked up
[00:35.21] Living life
[00:35.84] In and out
[00:37.96] I am
[00:38.42] Fucked up
[00:39.22] Heading at mommas house
[00:40.54] Fucked up
[00:41.11] Leaving my grandma house
[00:42.17] Fucked up
[00:42.72] Living life
[00:43.33] In and out
[00:45.13] Family members that stuck by my side
[00:46.98] Can't remember who still is alive
[00:48.85] They would never surpass number 5
[00:51.09] Clenching my fist
[00:52.04] Bitch
[00:52.49] Spot me out
[00:53.77] Bitch
[00:54.38] Need an assist
[00:55.58] Shit
[00:56.20] I thought I needed some help growing up
[00:57.73] Now it's all making sense
[00:59.97] I wasn't present for most of my cousins
[01:02.16] Achievements
[01:03.16] I gave them presents instead of my presence
[01:04.81] Since then I could never unsee it
[01:06.94] Momma kept telling me please stay in touch
[01:08.52] With the fam it would be well received
[01:10.07] All I could do was feed them with some lies
[01:12.11] Like I am doing fine in deceit
[01:14.05] Turnt out they needed my help the most
[01:18.58] Been unconscious if I was a blessing
[01:20.73] Got a position to hold
[01:22.39] A role model that scolds for the better
[01:24.95] My intuition gives hope to my cousins
[01:26.56] Since my adolescence
[01:27.81] Guess what
[01:28.68] I am
[01:30.27] Fucked up
[01:30.89] Heading at mommas house
[01:32.11] Fucked up
[01:32.60] Leaving my grandma house
[01:33.92] Fucked up
[01:34.59] Living life
[01:35.16] In and out
[01:36.82] I am
[01:37.73] Fucked up
[01:38.25] Heading at mommas house
[01:39.50] Fucked up
[01:40.11] Leaving my grandma house
[01:41.44] Fucked up
[01:42.00] Living life
[01:42.54] In and out
[01:44.12] Family members that stuck by my side
[01:46.27] Can't remember who still is alive
[01:47.81] They would never surpass number 10
[01:50.13] Bitch I'm the man
[01:50.92] Bitch
[01:51.43] Don't
[01:51.51] Spot me out
[01:52.84] Bitch
[01:53.38] Don't
[01:53.40] Need an assist
[01:54.48] Shit
[01:55.28] I thought I needed some help growing up
[01:56.75] Now it's all making sense
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