Cowgirl Suit

I just watched an old man
Light up his J
At the red light
Sittin' in a Chevrolet
The ice on his truck
Shimmered in the sun
And I knew I would be okay
I spent the last months
Tying up my neck
Crashing into you
Getting out of breath
Put on a cowgirl suit
And simmered down my youth
Just trying to be something you'd be into

And it takes me a little longer
To fall asleep these days
I don't wait til the night falls
To start smoking weed
Cause I'm afraid
That I've harmed you
And of my own hurting

I saw you walk in
And it changed my whole day
Is it by design when you've got
Nothing to say?
I'm sorry if I crossed a line
I'm still learning how to draw mine
And I won't call ya
When you're on my mind
Cause I'm too proud
And you're too nice
Well I'm sorry if I
Wasted your time
I don't think
I wasted mine

And I bet I pray just as much as you do
Im just honest about what I hate
And I won't stay to satiate
Those who profit off my shame
I pray that I haven't harmed you
And that I won't keep hurting

Don't wait for me
Don't wait for me to change
Don't pray for me
I'm as safe as can be
Don't wait for me
Don't wait for me to change
Don't pray for me
I'm as safe as can be