Nothing Left to Fear

Here I am again
Bound and confined to this dark and dementing cell
Archaic matrix of penance
Their wailing howl emitting out of every brick erodes the grout
And from beyond their glowing threat and whispered waiting melts
Awake my memories like thawing meat
That no brain can understand
Shelter designated by the spiritual master
How close every heart beat and movement
Wrenching crawling tunneling in through my sleepless terror
Senses exacerbated in blindness
Any and all notion of time forgotten
Forced inside this second skin
They run all over me, these creepy intruders
As I drown in comfortable darkness
Calm yet violent dark yet vibrant
Cursed closet I can't escape from

Serving a ceaseless silent sentence
Endlessly I will endure this unattainable endeavor
In this thick of fog that no forgiving ray of light may enter
Forever

Nothing, nothing left to fear
Deprived of every fucking thing
Nothing, nothing left to fear
There's nothing left to fear

What runs inside no longer belongs to me
Organic bonds keep me prisoner
A viscous cord trying to purify what was never infected

Nothing, nothing left to fear
Deprived of every fucking thing
Nothing, nothing left to fear
There's nothing left to fear

Absence of choice, reality remove