Spin Cycle (E)

[00:01.13] I push the same fucking rock
[00:03.30] Up the same fucking hill
[00:04.93] Used to think that I'd get over it
[00:06.95] I know I never will
[00:08.61] If I let the stone roll
[00:10.32] I could get a couple kills
[00:11.92] But for years I just been pushing it
[00:13.85] I'm pushing it still
[00:28.72] I'll never escape
[00:30.46] I dug this hole too deep to even know when it's day
[00:33.90] It just gets darker the longer I stay
[00:36.39] I'm a seagull flying into the wind
[00:38.95] Just hovering in the air
[00:40.88] It looks impressive but I'm not going anywhere
[00:44.59] If I ever took half of my own advice
[00:47.95] I'd be living my days in a thin disguise
[00:51.34] I'd be lying awake in the dead of night
[00:54.74] Wondering about another life where I
[00:57.54] I push the same fucking rock
[00:59.34] Up the same fucking hill
[01:00.98] Used to think that I'd get over it
[01:02.94] I know I never will
[01:05.01] I could lie
[01:06.87] I could tell you why
[01:08.62] I could jump when you say so, say so
[01:12.12] I could lie
[01:13.84] I could never try
[01:15.66] I could leave it and let go, let go
[01:19.37] And I don't know what my problem is
[01:23.09] I'm just spinning faster
[01:26.38] And maybe that's really all there is
[01:30.02] Nothing else comes after
[01:33.62] We fight over the same shit
[01:36.08] Just the everyday mundane shit
[01:38.28] Start another problem at the slightest provocation
[01:41.30] It's sickness
[01:42.90] We make our beds then play the victims
[01:45.26] Try to stay committed but can never go the distance
[01:49.23] Everybody's at war with their deepest ache
[01:52.66] Keep it hidden deep down while it eats away
[01:56.12] If I ever forget why I try to stay
[01:59.65] I can trace it all back to the way
[02:02.15] I push the same fucking rock
[02:04.08] Up the same fucking hill
[02:05.87] Used to think that I'd get over it
[02:07.86] I know I never will
[02:09.27] If I let the stone roll
[02:11.06] I could get a couple kills
[02:12.82] But for years I just been pushing it
[02:14.81] I'm pushing it still
[02:18.75] I could lie
[02:20.34] I could tell you why
[02:22.18] I could jump when you say so, say so
[02:25.75] I could lie
[02:27.50] I could never try
[02:29.33] I could leave it and let go, let go
[02:32.78] And I don't know what my problem is
[02:36.63] I'm just spinning faster
[02:39.88] And maybe that's really all there is
[02:43.66] Nothing else comes after
[02:48.43] Out here workin on breakin the loop
[02:50.17] Holding scars to my chest since a youth
[02:51.97] Been more hard on myself than the truth
[02:53.75] If the dark couldn't lend you some proof
[02:55.26] It got sharp in the depths when I sleuthed
[02:57.16] Misdirection unsettled the roots
[02:59.05] Where distorted reflections consume
[03:00.36] It's a slippery slope
[03:01.42] Catching my grip of a glimmer of hope
[03:03.09] Never expected the things that they spoke
[03:04.83] All that I did was just give 'em the rope
[03:06.65] Knocking again to remind of the times
[03:08.24] They revise to define, I reply with a nope
[03:10.08] Ain't no tryin to cope
[03:10.93] Punching the lifelines, they trying to choke
[03:12.52] Like it's all an impractical joke
[03:13.74] Shit, I push like Sisyphus through dissonance
[03:15.70] Somewhere between liminal and limitless
[03:17.68] I got a new glimpse at giving this a greater go
[03:19.77] Lift the lens and focus more within
[03:21.42] I can't defend the grin
[03:22.43] We're wearing to pretend
[03:23.32] It fends away the things we won't show
[03:24.91] Hiding from the things we need to know
[03:26.59] The highs will have to complement the lows
[03:28.51] No more picking up pieces that I should've left where they fell
[03:30.83] Showing more than I could tell
[03:32.07] More than escaping
[03:32.85] I'm breaking the bounds of the cell
[03:34.22] Greater than what they could sell
[03:35.52] Left me ashore so I made a home out of my shell
[03:37.88] Never been run of the mill
[03:39.29] Powered by love and the forces that give me the will
[03:41.20] So I know I could conquer the hill but until
[03:42.83] I could lie
[03:44.36] I could tell you why
[03:46.26] I could jump when you say so, say so
[03:49.79] I could lie
[03:51.32] I could never try
[03:53.28] I could leave it and let go, let go
[03:56.28] Let go, let go, let go, let
[04:00.16] No I don't know what my problem is
[04:04.23] I'm just spinning faster
[04:07.43] And maybe that's really all there is
[04:11.14] Nothing else comes after
[04:14.47] I could lie
[04:15.95] I could tell you why
[04:17.89] I could jump when you say so, say so
[04:21.28] I could lie
[04:23.03] I could never try
[04:24.86] I could leave it and let go, let go
[04:28.50] And I don't know what my problem is
[04:32.17] I'm just spinning faster
[04:35.38] And maybe that's really all there is
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