Trauma Response

[00:01.50] You see
[00:02.03] I am uncomfortable most of the time
[00:03.33] And when I'm not I'm dissociating
[00:04.94] It's the way I learned to survive
[00:06.24] And I'm still alive
[00:06.91] It's working it's working
[00:07.66] Sometimes I feel so distant and small
[00:09.09] I'm not here at all I can't feel myself
[00:10.56] So in the process of numbing it all
[00:11.89] I'm not living at all
[00:12.67] I'm stuck in a trauma response
[00:14.75] Running deep under my skin
[00:21.18] I can't stop the burning and it's
[00:24.74] Back again back again back again back again
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[00:36.77] You see minutes they turn into months and then years
[00:38.64] Because I have a tendency to disappear
[00:40.26] I'm more in tune with you than myself
[00:41.55] I can't feel myself I can't ask for help
[00:42.94] I learned to erase my needs to survive
[00:44.40] And I'm still alive it's working it's working
[00:45.96] Living my life but I'm stuck in a daze
[00:47.31] I'm stuck in this maze I'm stuck in a trauma response
[00:50.27] Running deep under my skin
[00:56.73] I can't stop this burning and it's
[01:00.38] Back again back again back again back again
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