The Strangest of Lives

So many things fight on in my head
I was never forgiven or left to be
Unmuted, still in my face
A wheel is skipping my thoughts, makes me feel alright
Carefully running, makes me forgive the night
Spitting out bloody regrets
Running sharp through my hands and through the tears
The thought to win all the sore out of my mouth
And even having to choke on myself

Dreaming of a better place to dive
Breaking down the wall
Winds are my only way, are my only way
Swimming in an ocean so free
Connecting me with my soul again
Kicking all the shadows out, all the shadows out from me

Dreaming of a better place to dive
Breaking down the wall
Winds are my only way, are my only way
Swimming in an ocean so free
Connecting me with my soul again
Kicking all the shadows out, all the shadows out from me

And all the shadows out from me
Though the light cannot fill my eyes, I, I, I can see
Still the rain of many suns unfolds on me
For every spring is bound to die
And find its way back home

Gone, gone far away, far into the mist
Fading in the sun, so silently
All my memories forgotten in winds, over hills
Gone, gone far away into the mist
Fading in the sun, so silently
All my memories forgotten in winds, winds, through the sun

Gone, gone far away, far into the mist
Fading in the sun, so silently
All my memories forgotten in winds, winds, winds, over hills
Gone, gone far away, far into the mist
Fading in the sun, my footprints are free
All my memories forgotten in winds, winds, winds, through the sun