I am an only

Well, I never wear impractical shoes anymore
Brought the scale to the curb
'Cause I found the nerve to ignore
All the noise in my head, I never call friends

But I can't hold on
'Cause I am an only
I am an only

And I, I can't be reached
And I, I can't be reached
You're not listening to me

Well, I never thought all that we've got
Could suffocate and prey on me
Like mirrors and clothes and liquor store rose and grey
Well, I'll never win the all-bearin' grin

But I can't hold on
'Cause I am an only
I am an only

And I, I can't be reached
And I, I can't be reached
You're not listening to me
And I, I can't be reached
You're not listening

'Cause I am an only
I am an only
I am an only