01. Deep Inside of Nowhere

Surrounded by silence
No one is here with me
I'm alone
Lost in solitude
I have heard all the stories of heaven
But where is the one I should meet?
No heartbeat, no breath
Only darkness everywhere
Why am I here, lost to this world
When innocence is my only excuse?
I saw no light, no replay of life
I felt neither joy or pain
I wish to open my eyes
And realize I'm not in paradise
Chosen to be in the world of the blind
But why torture me with the presence of mind?
I want your body dead so that I can be reborn
It's my turn to live now
I've been here in this place that
Turns hell into heaven for too long now
I will have access to your mind and I will get what I want
I still have some memories
And an image of who I was
I remember the tree, the shadow and her eyes
Am I alive or is this a dream?
A dream that never ever will end
I don't wanna know
Deep inside of nowhere
Trapped in a world that fears the light
Deep inside of nowhere
Now it feels like I'm fading
Now it feels like I'm fading away
Suddenly the darkness awakened
And it feels like it's clearing my mind
My vision is gone
Erasing the one I am
Depraved of myself
Now it's taking my thoughts away
I feel it's enclosing me now
But I don't wanna go
Deep inside of nowhere
Leaving this world that feeds the night
Deep inside of nowhere
It feels like I'm falling
It feels like I'm falling asleep
Waking up from my dreamless sleep
It feels like I travelled with the speed of light
Somehow I feel a glimpse of hope inside
But I guess it's far too early to tell
I can't remember where I am
I can't remember where I used to be
But I can remember what I think right now
Am I closing in on heaven or am I closer to hell?
Still no light around but I feel what's lost has been found
Deep inside of nowhere
Still trapped in a world that fears the light
Deep inside of nowhere
I'm lost to a world that feeds the night
Deep inside of nowhere
I'm trapped in a world that feeds the night
Deep inside of nowhere
Maybe I'm returning
Maybe I'm returning to light