Snow in July

And I know this is hella random

But back when no one was calling me handsome
And all the girls liked my friends and I was rapping a lot
But I wasn't

Wasn't really getting no real attention
And I was still feeling low

Too dark to be cute but still dark enough for the jokes
Used to jump niggas for no reason at all
But karma would catch up with me though
We was still getting rised, and I'm talking to and from the show
Always home alone
Thinking I was too grown
If I knew now, see what I know

Vice when the air got cold
Slam a nigga in the snow
Stealing chips from the store

One for the four
Now it's two for the dollar
Man it's crazy
To see how, how much time has gone
Questioning my complexion
My sister was a blessing
Helped me embrace my color

And she was darker than I was
Told me my skin was perfect
The older I get the more the words cut the surface
Scared to speak up, I would mumble
Self-conscious, but I would disguise it as being humble
I be stressing all the time
Man I ramble a lot
I worry too much, I'm always tryna handle a lot
Man I'm finding myself

Man I know who I am

And I always did

But it's more to understand
Man it's crazy just when you start to become a man
And it's getting hot but it feel cold inside
Snow in July

Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby
Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby
Been good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside
I've been good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby

Up late, I was tryna be the GOAT
So I don't got no time to count sheep
Stomach empty on the floor mattress, so all I ate was sleep
How ironic, man I kept my eyes up so I could dream
Missing meals for a meal ticket

Spent my rent on four songs and damn near got a deal with 'em
Missing women I had feelings for, I gotta deal with 'em
One in particular, went to visit it feel different
I'm up late now, stay on schedule, I'm tryna focus
Tryna change my situation by the solstice
Shorter days, shorter tempers
Longer thoughts with emotion
See I used to love the summer but this one feel like the coldest

I know the sun gon' shine soon and I'll spring up in a minute
She might fall through 'cause I'm popping
I might fold, well I admit it
'Cause you know fake love still got some love in it
Snow in July

Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby
Good all summer time

So treat me to your bedside

Bedside
Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby

Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby

Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby

Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby
Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby

Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby

Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby

Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby
Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby
Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby
Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby
Good all summer time
So treat me to your bedside, baby