ease and simplicity

Well you know, it hasn't been a day
Since I haven't missed it, not at all
What do you mean?
The drugs, of course the drugs, and the alcohol
Everything which is, you know, simple to just
Get the fuck away from, from everyday's life
You know, it's easy I know

Sometimes you just, you really try your best to be strong, you know
It's just not really happening
You really can do just the best you can, but in the end you
Just brought back by bullshit, you know, just straight there

It hasn't been one day since I haven't missed it
I miss getting away, you know, just
Really getting the fuck away from here
And I don't have the strength to kill myself, and
It's horrible because I'm there and I just can't
And I don't wanna ask someone
It's my burden, it's my shit
And I just can't, and I'm stuck to this stupid thing, you know
Can't really explain