Why Am I So Sad (Nightcore)

[00:00.22] My doctor said that I've been overthinking
[00:03.95] Told me it would be okay
[00:08.48] But I've been laying in my bed and thinking
[00:12.04] Why do I still feel this way
[00:15.09] Some days it's like I'm trapped inside a cage
[00:17.75] Running on a wheel of shame
[00:19.87] I don't know what's real or fake
[00:21.81] Oh no
[00:24.28] Even though I should be grateful
[00:26.27] Sometimes I feel so hateful
[00:28.40] There's no one I can blame
[00:30.12] Anymore
[00:31.71] Why am I so sad
[00:33.62] Why am I so lonely
[00:35.80] Feels like all these walls are closing in on me
[00:39.67] It's hard for me to laugh
[00:41.82] 'Cause nothing makes me happy
[00:43.84] Chasing all the memories I used to see
[00:47.75] So I keep running running running running
[00:51.01] Running running running running
[00:53.12] Running running running running
[00:55.25] Yeah
[00:56.11] So I keep running running running running
[00:59.14] Running running running running
[01:01.33] Running running running running
[01:03.18] Yeah
[01:05.52] I put a face on for my friends
[01:07.94] All smiles like a trophy on a mantelpiece
[01:13.62] If only they could see the truth
[01:16.04] They'd realize how fragile my life can be
[01:20.32] It's like I'm stuck behind some metal bars
[01:22.95] Only solitary darkness
[01:25.49] The lights they never leave them on
[01:29.31] I know I should be so grateful
[01:31.39] This life I didn't pay for
[01:33.48] But something deep inside is wrong
[01:36.76] Why am I so sad
[01:39.14] Why am I so lonely
[01:40.79] Feels like all these walls are closing in on me
[01:44.65] They try to make me laugh
[01:46.62] But they will never know me
[01:49.20] Happy ever after was just a dream
[01:53.05] But I keep running running running running
[01:56.23] Running running running running
[01:58.32] Running running running running
[01:59.95] Yeah
[02:01.08] So I keep running running running running
[02:04.35] Running running running running
[02:06.48] Running running running running
[02:08.34] Yeah
[02:10.54] Running running running running
[02:12.40] Running running running running
[02:14.49] Running running running running
[02:16.56] Yeah
[02:17.44] So I keep running running running running
[02:20.61] Running running running running
[02:22.73] Running running running running
[02:24.57] Yeah
[02:30.85] Running running running running
[02:32.85] Yeah
[02:38.81] Running running running running
[02:41.16] Yeah
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