THANATOS -IF I CAN'T BE YOURS- "Nine Years After Mix"

Now its time, I fear to tell I've been holding it back so long
But something strange deep inside of me is happening
I feel unlike I've ever felt
And its making me scared
That I may not be what I think I am

What of us?
What do I say?
Are we both from a different world?
'Cos every breath that I take, I breathe it for you I couldn't face my life without you
And I'm so afraid there's nothing to comfort us
What am I, if I can't be yours?

I don't sleep, don't feel a thing
And my senses have all but gone
Can't even cry from the pain can't shed a tear now
I realise we're not the same and it's making me sad
'Cos we can't fulfill our dream in this life

So I must let us break free I can never be what you need
If there was a way through the hurt then
I would find it I'd take the blows, yes I would fight it
But this is the one impossible dream to live
What am I, if I can't be yours?