Sick Of Sleeping

For everyday, for all the years.
I tried to try and fell and failed.
And you were always here. I tried to write.
.This is all I got. I tried to sing,
But this is how it sounds.
Every thought, every word,
Everything I don't deserve I've held your hand I've
Weighed you down for far too long now,
And I'm falling again. I'll try to let go,
To pick myself up now but before I fail again.
. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
(This is so much bigger than me.
So much greater than it all. You're so much better than me).