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Cling to death on the steps of a hospital
Choke on the silence that's plaguing the ride back home
What's left is the anger for stowing away
Refusing the moments to visit or stay
Selfishly trying to manage my pain
Please don't remember me that way

Displacing emotions for people who only meant best
The influx of texts from the people that I never met
What right do you have to be upset
Center yourself in the narrative
Display what you lost while you're waving your cross
Commenting on how I handled my loss like you care

You never watched
Her gasp for her breath
When the priest came in
And said this is it
I was holding her hand