Don't Wait for Me

Been so long
I’m never done
Til kingdom come
So damn long
it’s everlong
I try to run
From it all
I’m scared to death
but I can’t help but think that I could really live a better life
Don’t wait for me
Don’t wait for me
I’m fine
I just keep wasting all this, wasting all this time
And I keep chasing thoughts, but I never seem to settle on a chosen life
So don’t wait for me
Don’t wait for me
It’s fine
When life calls
I let it ring
I’m hiding (avoiding)
I(a)withdraw (writing wrongs)
Scared to see
What I could be
After all
I’m doing fine, but I can’t help but think that I could really live a better life
Don’t wait for me
Don’t wait for me
I’m fine
I just keep wasting all this, wasting all this time
And I keep chasing thoughts, but I never seem to settle on a chosen life (and I keep chasing thoughts that don’t become decisions in my mind)
So don’t wait for me
Don’t wait for me
It’s fine