Fantasy

Is this real or am I dreaming fiction
Is this a fantasy

Wake up am I in a fantasy
Demons staring so menacingly
Staring too hard it gets hard to breathe
Too many pills it gets hard to breathe

Everyday it is getting colder
Am I frozen. I wanna hold her
Suicidal
Dripped out from too much of this hydro

She blew my phone up in another nation
She does too much so I had to replace her
Check out my song you gotta change the station
Looking for my next big placement

Always looking to get away
Always first I never come last in a race
Gotta put my self first place
It's the only reason why I have so much space

It's the only reason why I always elevate
Looking for better in life, I never hesitate
Always on the dot, I'm never late
Always shoot I never take

Wake up am I in a fantasy
Demons staring so menacingly
Staring too hard it gets hard to breathe
Too many pills it gets hard to breathe

Everyday it is getting colder
Am I frozen. I wanna hold her
Suicidal
Dripped out from too much of this hydro