Popular Monster [Explicit]

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[00:05.81] I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
[00:08.52] I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
[00:11.49] Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:14.37] I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
[00:17.36] I battle with depression, but the question still remains
[00:20.14] Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
[00:23.11] And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:25.95] Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay?
[00:29.50] Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
[00:31.78] And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
[00:34.76] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[00:39.38] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[00:46.24] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[00:49.08] I'm a popular, popular monster
[00:52.12] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[01:00.85] I'm a popular, popular monster
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[01:09.76] I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
[01:12.51] Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
[01:15.35] I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
[01:18.35] How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
[01:21.24] Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
[01:24.18] Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
[01:27.04] But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
[01:29.99] Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
[01:33.52] Motherfucker, now you got my attention
[01:35.64] I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
[01:38.58] And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
[01:41.55] Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified
[01:45.73] I fell asleep at the wheel again
[01:48.03] Crashed my car just to feel again
[01:50.58] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[01:54.85] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[02:01.95] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[02:04.77] I'm a popular, popular monster
[02:08.12] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[02:16.51] I'm a popular, popular fucking monster
[02:19.71] Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh
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[02:31.15] We're sick and tired of wondering
[02:34.26] Praying to a god that you don't believe
[02:37.02] We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
[02:39.62] So the question I ask is
[02:42.53] Oh, where the fuck is your god now?
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[02:54.41] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[03:01.57] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[03:04.32] I'm a popular, popular monster
[03:07.43] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[03:15.93] I'm not a popular, popular monster
[03:19.08] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[03:27.85] I'm a popular, popular monster
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