Not ashamed
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โฑ๏ธ 5:02 duration
๐ ID: 27122141
๐ Lyrics
It would be simple if I wasn't me
Who I wanna be is the person knowing how to flee
But I just can't see clear 'cause my thoughts are dust in my brain
I ain't joking when I say that it is harder, not the same
Man, I just can't explain it
It's just getting worse
Don't know what I feel
Don't know what could heal wounds that aren't real
But I feel a fear having no one near
Then I think about it
Maybe it's not you, it's just the loneliness that makes the habit
Look, then grab it
Kill the rabbit
You ain't never get it when you stop, then hasitate forever
Pull the lever
Better get it done, yeah, it's now or never
But then you write again
Write another song an then
Falling back seems easy but I know you soon feel queasy
When it's dark and there ain't no light
I just think 'bout what it would be like, if I
If I could look you in the eyes
Feeling it begin
Make the past get lost and just awaiting what it brings
Being who I am
Trying it again but it is not a fucking game
Then I could love you not ashamed
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
Then I could love you not ashamed
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
Is this embarissing or not?
Yeah, I don't know
But everytime I get this in my mind I feel uncomfortable
I've come too low
I never get a step into a right direction
Yeah, I lost my heart in something and I think it's called perfection
'Nother action and it's wrong
Another breath and I become so weak
Feels wrong to think about your thoughts or what I really seak
Another week and I am lost
What is my goal?
Why can't I trust myself and call for help?
I'm tired of it
Can someone help me out of this?
Can you even walk this way?
Can you even get to my burning hell?
Don't try to yell all the time and just walk this lane
Then brake my rhymes
Yeah, you'll beat the game
But don't look back
Yeah, don't look back, man, I know it's hard
But the future will be better
'Nother lie but I'm the guard
I don't know why but it just feels like
That this is fake but also real, might
Be bit weird but that's alright
Yeah, I've been thinking 'bout that all night
If I could look you in the eyes
Feeling it begin
Make the past get lost and just awaiting what it brings
Being who I am
Trying it again but it is not a fucking game
Then I could love you not ashamed
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
Then I could love you not ashamed
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could-)
Yeah, this is the last time so it's better when I talk direct to you
Oh, you don't listen? Doesn't matter
'Cause I feel the lack of interest
Yeah, I'm used to it
But I guess that I'm grateful for experiencing
What it means, to feel it
To feel nothing but the memories of these moments in my mind
Were the islands of my hopes the past two years I rhymed about
I'm crying loud
But in my head I'm laughing but it's fake and yes
I'll keep you in my mind
'Til I am buried, yeah, that kind (Yeah, yeah, yeah, ey)
It's just the feeling that I have to quit now
Yeah, I'm weak so it hurts a bit though
Gotta find a way to make it happen
'Cause I feel like if I hesitate
Then I'ma get a lesson I won't take, no
Oh my god, woo, I'll be lost
You're the base of everything I write, to high the costs
Of regaining motivation
Where the hell I'll ever gonna find an inspiration?
I'm made of hesitation
I'm unsatisfied but I draw a line and close this book
If you don't ever read it I'm okay with it
'Cause anyway there's no way I can ever fuckin' proof it, look
Man, I'm still trapped
I don't wanna name it but I have to, it's a fact
But if you ever turn around and look back
At least this Chorus will still be left for you
If I could look you in the eyes
Feeling it begin
Make the past get lost and just awaiting what it brings
Being who I am
Trying it again but it is not a fucking game
Then I could love you not ashamed
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
Then I could love you not ashamed
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
Then I could love you now
Then I could love you right now
Tell me would it be the same now
Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
Tell me would it be the same now
Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
Tell me would it be the same now
Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
(Tell me, tell me)
Tell me would it be the same now
Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
If I could look you in your eyes now
Who I wanna be is the person knowing how to flee
But I just can't see clear 'cause my thoughts are dust in my brain
I ain't joking when I say that it is harder, not the same
Man, I just can't explain it
It's just getting worse
Don't know what I feel
Don't know what could heal wounds that aren't real
But I feel a fear having no one near
Then I think about it
Maybe it's not you, it's just the loneliness that makes the habit
Look, then grab it
Kill the rabbit
You ain't never get it when you stop, then hasitate forever
Pull the lever
Better get it done, yeah, it's now or never
But then you write again
Write another song an then
Falling back seems easy but I know you soon feel queasy
When it's dark and there ain't no light
I just think 'bout what it would be like, if I
If I could look you in the eyes
Feeling it begin
Make the past get lost and just awaiting what it brings
Being who I am
Trying it again but it is not a fucking game
Then I could love you not ashamed
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
Then I could love you not ashamed
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
Is this embarissing or not?
Yeah, I don't know
But everytime I get this in my mind I feel uncomfortable
I've come too low
I never get a step into a right direction
Yeah, I lost my heart in something and I think it's called perfection
'Nother action and it's wrong
Another breath and I become so weak
Feels wrong to think about your thoughts or what I really seak
Another week and I am lost
What is my goal?
Why can't I trust myself and call for help?
I'm tired of it
Can someone help me out of this?
Can you even walk this way?
Can you even get to my burning hell?
Don't try to yell all the time and just walk this lane
Then brake my rhymes
Yeah, you'll beat the game
But don't look back
Yeah, don't look back, man, I know it's hard
But the future will be better
'Nother lie but I'm the guard
I don't know why but it just feels like
That this is fake but also real, might
Be bit weird but that's alright
Yeah, I've been thinking 'bout that all night
If I could look you in the eyes
Feeling it begin
Make the past get lost and just awaiting what it brings
Being who I am
Trying it again but it is not a fucking game
Then I could love you not ashamed
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
Then I could love you not ashamed
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could-)
Yeah, this is the last time so it's better when I talk direct to you
Oh, you don't listen? Doesn't matter
'Cause I feel the lack of interest
Yeah, I'm used to it
But I guess that I'm grateful for experiencing
What it means, to feel it
To feel nothing but the memories of these moments in my mind
Were the islands of my hopes the past two years I rhymed about
I'm crying loud
But in my head I'm laughing but it's fake and yes
I'll keep you in my mind
'Til I am buried, yeah, that kind (Yeah, yeah, yeah, ey)
It's just the feeling that I have to quit now
Yeah, I'm weak so it hurts a bit though
Gotta find a way to make it happen
'Cause I feel like if I hesitate
Then I'ma get a lesson I won't take, no
Oh my god, woo, I'll be lost
You're the base of everything I write, to high the costs
Of regaining motivation
Where the hell I'll ever gonna find an inspiration?
I'm made of hesitation
I'm unsatisfied but I draw a line and close this book
If you don't ever read it I'm okay with it
'Cause anyway there's no way I can ever fuckin' proof it, look
Man, I'm still trapped
I don't wanna name it but I have to, it's a fact
But if you ever turn around and look back
At least this Chorus will still be left for you
If I could look you in the eyes
Feeling it begin
Make the past get lost and just awaiting what it brings
Being who I am
Trying it again but it is not a fucking game
Then I could love you not ashamed
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
Then I could love you not ashamed
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
(Then I could love you not ashamed)
Then I could love you now
Then I could love you right now
Tell me would it be the same now
Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
Tell me would it be the same now
Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
Tell me would it be the same now
Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
(Tell me, tell me)
Tell me would it be the same now
Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
If I could look you in your eyes now
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.00]
[00:13.92] It would be simple if I wasn't me
[00:16.19] Who I wanna be is the person knowing how to flee
[00:19.51] But I just can't see clear 'cause my thoughts are dust in my brain
[00:23.23] I ain't joking when I say that it is harder, not the same
[00:26.55] Man, I just can't explain it
[00:28.46] It's just getting worse
[00:29.96] Don't know what I feel
[00:31.28] Don't know what could heal wounds that aren't real
[00:33.76] But I feel a fear having no one near
[00:36.30] Then I think about it
[00:37.68] Maybe it's not you, it's just the loneliness that makes the habit
[00:41.00] Look, then grab it
[00:42.00] Kill the rabbit
[00:42.87] You ain't never get it when you stop, then hasitate forever
[00:45.37] Pull the lever
[00:46.25] Better get it done, yeah, it's now or never
[00:48.00] But then you write again
[00:49.51] Write another song an then
[00:51.34] Falling back seems easy but I know you soon feel queasy
[00:55.18] When it's dark and there ain't no light
[00:58.59] I just think 'bout what it would be like, if I
[01:01.97] If I could look you in the eyes
[01:04.09] Feeling it begin
[01:05.90] Make the past get lost and just awaiting what it brings
[01:09.37] Being who I am
[01:10.95] Trying it again but it is not a fucking game
[01:13.91] Then I could love you not ashamed
[01:15.58] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[01:17.33] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[01:18.91] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[01:20.79] Then I could love you not ashamed
[01:22.46] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[01:24.17] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[01:25.78] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[01:27.58] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[01:29.39] Is this embarissing or not?
[01:31.12] Yeah, I don't know
[01:31.90] But everytime I get this in my mind I feel uncomfortable
[01:35.26] I've come too low
[01:36.22] I never get a step into a right direction
[01:38.85] Yeah, I lost my heart in something and I think it's called perfection
[01:42.13] 'Nother action and it's wrong
[01:43.86] Another breath and I become so weak
[01:45.96] Feels wrong to think about your thoughts or what I really seak
[01:49.06] Another week and I am lost
[01:50.78] What is my goal?
[01:51.47] Why can't I trust myself and call for help?
[01:53.77] I'm tired of it
[01:54.66] Can someone help me out of this?
[01:56.57] Can you even walk this way?
[01:57.69] Can you even get to my burning hell?
[01:59.20] Don't try to yell all the time and just walk this lane
[02:01.37] Then brake my rhymes
[02:02.28] Yeah, you'll beat the game
[02:03.08] But don't look back
[02:04.41] Yeah, don't look back, man, I know it's hard
[02:06.71] But the future will be better
[02:08.49] 'Nother lie but I'm the guard
[02:10.57] I don't know why but it just feels like
[02:13.99] That this is fake but also real, might
[02:17.53] Be bit weird but that's alright
[02:20.18] Yeah, I've been thinking 'bout that all night
[02:25.68] If I could look you in the eyes
[02:28.26] Feeling it begin
[02:30.06] Make the past get lost and just awaiting what it brings
[02:33.44] Being who I am
[02:35.06] Trying it again but it is not a fucking game
[02:37.91] Then I could love you not ashamed
[02:39.59] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[02:41.30] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[02:42.94] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[02:44.64] Then I could love you not ashamed
[02:46.52] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[02:48.12] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[02:49.91] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[02:51.74] (Then I could-)
[02:53.62] Yeah, this is the last time so it's better when I talk direct to you
[02:57.53] Oh, you don't listen? Doesn't matter
[02:59.56] 'Cause I feel the lack of interest
[03:01.27] Yeah, I'm used to it
[03:02.23] But I guess that I'm grateful for experiencing
[03:05.09] What it means, to feel it
[03:06.37] To feel nothing but the memories of these moments in my mind
[03:09.83] Were the islands of my hopes the past two years I rhymed about
[03:12.99]I 'm crying loud
[03:14.27] But in my head I'm laughing but it's fake and yes
[03:16.86] I'll keep you in my mind
[03:18.09] 'Til I am buried, yeah, that kind (Yeah, yeah, yeah, ey)
[03:20.12] It's just the feeling that I have to quit now
[03:21.88] Yeah, I'm weak so it hurts a bit though
[03:23.47] Gotta find a way to make it happen
[03:24.47] 'Cause I feel like if I hesitate
[03:25.42] Then I'ma get a lesson I won't take, no
[03:26.98] Oh my god, woo, I'll be lost
[03:28.54] You're the base of everything I write, to high the costs
[03:30.22] Of regaining motivation
[03:32.02] Where the hell I'll ever gonna find an inspiration?
[03:33.46] I'm made of hesitation
[03:34.83] I'm unsatisfied but I draw a line and close this book
[03:37.35] If you don't ever read it I'm okay with it
[03:38.79] 'Cause anyway there's no way I can ever fuckin' proof it, look
[03:41.40] Man, I'm still trapped
[03:42.51] I don't wanna name it but I have to, it's a fact
[03:44.11] But if you ever turn around and look back
[03:45.60] At least this Chorus will still be left for you
[03:48.19] If I could look you in the eyes
[03:50.57] Feeling it begin
[03:52.24] Make the past get lost and just awaiting what it brings
[03:55.72] Being who I am
[03:57.27] Trying it again but it is not a fucking game
[04:00.19] Then I could love you not ashamed
[04:02.01] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[04:03.64] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[04:05.34] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[04:07.02] Then I could love you not ashamed
[04:08.83] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[04:10.47] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[04:12.18] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[04:13.65] Then I could love you now
[04:20.78] Then I could love you right now
[04:27.76] Tell me would it be the same now
[04:30.40] Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
[04:34.69] Tell me would it be the same now
[04:37.26] Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
[04:41.34] Tell me would it be the same now
[04:43.95] Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
[04:46.71] (Tell me, tell me)
[04:48.37] Tell me would it be the same now
[04:50.94] Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
[04:53.89] If I could look you in your eyes now
[04:56.61]
[00:13.92] It would be simple if I wasn't me
[00:16.19] Who I wanna be is the person knowing how to flee
[00:19.51] But I just can't see clear 'cause my thoughts are dust in my brain
[00:23.23] I ain't joking when I say that it is harder, not the same
[00:26.55] Man, I just can't explain it
[00:28.46] It's just getting worse
[00:29.96] Don't know what I feel
[00:31.28] Don't know what could heal wounds that aren't real
[00:33.76] But I feel a fear having no one near
[00:36.30] Then I think about it
[00:37.68] Maybe it's not you, it's just the loneliness that makes the habit
[00:41.00] Look, then grab it
[00:42.00] Kill the rabbit
[00:42.87] You ain't never get it when you stop, then hasitate forever
[00:45.37] Pull the lever
[00:46.25] Better get it done, yeah, it's now or never
[00:48.00] But then you write again
[00:49.51] Write another song an then
[00:51.34] Falling back seems easy but I know you soon feel queasy
[00:55.18] When it's dark and there ain't no light
[00:58.59] I just think 'bout what it would be like, if I
[01:01.97] If I could look you in the eyes
[01:04.09] Feeling it begin
[01:05.90] Make the past get lost and just awaiting what it brings
[01:09.37] Being who I am
[01:10.95] Trying it again but it is not a fucking game
[01:13.91] Then I could love you not ashamed
[01:15.58] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[01:17.33] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[01:18.91] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[01:20.79] Then I could love you not ashamed
[01:22.46] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[01:24.17] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[01:25.78] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[01:27.58] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[01:29.39] Is this embarissing or not?
[01:31.12] Yeah, I don't know
[01:31.90] But everytime I get this in my mind I feel uncomfortable
[01:35.26] I've come too low
[01:36.22] I never get a step into a right direction
[01:38.85] Yeah, I lost my heart in something and I think it's called perfection
[01:42.13] 'Nother action and it's wrong
[01:43.86] Another breath and I become so weak
[01:45.96] Feels wrong to think about your thoughts or what I really seak
[01:49.06] Another week and I am lost
[01:50.78] What is my goal?
[01:51.47] Why can't I trust myself and call for help?
[01:53.77] I'm tired of it
[01:54.66] Can someone help me out of this?
[01:56.57] Can you even walk this way?
[01:57.69] Can you even get to my burning hell?
[01:59.20] Don't try to yell all the time and just walk this lane
[02:01.37] Then brake my rhymes
[02:02.28] Yeah, you'll beat the game
[02:03.08] But don't look back
[02:04.41] Yeah, don't look back, man, I know it's hard
[02:06.71] But the future will be better
[02:08.49] 'Nother lie but I'm the guard
[02:10.57] I don't know why but it just feels like
[02:13.99] That this is fake but also real, might
[02:17.53] Be bit weird but that's alright
[02:20.18] Yeah, I've been thinking 'bout that all night
[02:25.68] If I could look you in the eyes
[02:28.26] Feeling it begin
[02:30.06] Make the past get lost and just awaiting what it brings
[02:33.44] Being who I am
[02:35.06] Trying it again but it is not a fucking game
[02:37.91] Then I could love you not ashamed
[02:39.59] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[02:41.30] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[02:42.94] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[02:44.64] Then I could love you not ashamed
[02:46.52] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[02:48.12] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[02:49.91] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[02:51.74] (Then I could-)
[02:53.62] Yeah, this is the last time so it's better when I talk direct to you
[02:57.53] Oh, you don't listen? Doesn't matter
[02:59.56] 'Cause I feel the lack of interest
[03:01.27] Yeah, I'm used to it
[03:02.23] But I guess that I'm grateful for experiencing
[03:05.09] What it means, to feel it
[03:06.37] To feel nothing but the memories of these moments in my mind
[03:09.83] Were the islands of my hopes the past two years I rhymed about
[03:12.99]I 'm crying loud
[03:14.27] But in my head I'm laughing but it's fake and yes
[03:16.86] I'll keep you in my mind
[03:18.09] 'Til I am buried, yeah, that kind (Yeah, yeah, yeah, ey)
[03:20.12] It's just the feeling that I have to quit now
[03:21.88] Yeah, I'm weak so it hurts a bit though
[03:23.47] Gotta find a way to make it happen
[03:24.47] 'Cause I feel like if I hesitate
[03:25.42] Then I'ma get a lesson I won't take, no
[03:26.98] Oh my god, woo, I'll be lost
[03:28.54] You're the base of everything I write, to high the costs
[03:30.22] Of regaining motivation
[03:32.02] Where the hell I'll ever gonna find an inspiration?
[03:33.46] I'm made of hesitation
[03:34.83] I'm unsatisfied but I draw a line and close this book
[03:37.35] If you don't ever read it I'm okay with it
[03:38.79] 'Cause anyway there's no way I can ever fuckin' proof it, look
[03:41.40] Man, I'm still trapped
[03:42.51] I don't wanna name it but I have to, it's a fact
[03:44.11] But if you ever turn around and look back
[03:45.60] At least this Chorus will still be left for you
[03:48.19] If I could look you in the eyes
[03:50.57] Feeling it begin
[03:52.24] Make the past get lost and just awaiting what it brings
[03:55.72] Being who I am
[03:57.27] Trying it again but it is not a fucking game
[04:00.19] Then I could love you not ashamed
[04:02.01] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[04:03.64] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[04:05.34] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[04:07.02] Then I could love you not ashamed
[04:08.83] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[04:10.47] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[04:12.18] (Then I could love you not ashamed)
[04:13.65] Then I could love you now
[04:20.78] Then I could love you right now
[04:27.76] Tell me would it be the same now
[04:30.40] Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
[04:34.69] Tell me would it be the same now
[04:37.26] Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
[04:41.34] Tell me would it be the same now
[04:43.95] Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
[04:46.71] (Tell me, tell me)
[04:48.37] Tell me would it be the same now
[04:50.94] Would it be the same if I could look you in your eyes
[04:53.89] If I could look you in your eyes now
[04:56.61]