heart-shaped leaf

Do you know who you are when?
Saw you pulling the car in
Now I sit in my mother's garden
Doing nothing

Do I waste your time?
Did you see me cry?
So take me back to basics
I know my face has changed but still,
Could you love me all the same?

It all comes crashing down
All my stupid sounds

You're the heart-shaped leaf
Pressed tightly in between
All the pages of the books I read till I fall asleep
And I don't wanna leave
Anything unsaid till I'm yours to keep

"Flung out of space"
Laughing in the kitchen
Making dinner over at my place
And I'd die for the mundanity if it was by your side
And with the way your words cut into me
I'm scared I might,
I'm scared I might

"Do all lovers feel like they're inventing something?"
Cause every word you say is stuck to me like glue
Overlook the ways you're treating me like nothing,
And terrified of all the parts of me I'd let you use

You're the heart-shaped leaf
Pressed tightly in between
All the pages of the books I read till I fall asleep
And I don't wanna leave
Anything unsaid till I'm yours to keep

And I cut out all my friends
Just to meet all your demands
I'll apologize when you keep killing me
And the photographs you took
Do you ever even look at them and feel ashamed
For the way you broke me down and called it art?

Locked in the bathroom
I don't wanna see you
Cause you don't know me at all
I know that I loved you
But I just can't bear to
Hide my tears anymore

So I won't wait around
I'll can up all the memories
Till they rot and expire in the dark
Cause I never liked that part
Fill in the hearts

I still remember what you said
ooo ooo
I still remember what you said
ooo ooo
I still remember what you said
ooo ooo
I still remember what you said
ooo ooo

So I'm carving out
Craters for the ones I love
And reclaiming all the words you made me lose
Cause none of them were true
Like "I'll look out for you"

Heart-shaped craters
I carve you in the planet's surface
Cut me open and drain out all my
Blood
I've been dying for all of your attention lately
But it's never enough

Could you love me?
(from here all the way to the moon)
Cause you're the only
(face I want to)
Could you love me?
(from here all the way to the moon)
I thought you told me
(I'll look out for you)

I'll look out for you