Even If I Never Get There
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โฑ๏ธ 3:16 duration
๐ ID: 27153568
๐ Lyrics
I'm a mess
Growing stagnant, I'm a fragment of my best
Something different, inconsistent, another miss
I don't know if I'll be getting up from this
(I digress)
'Cause I don't love myself like I'm supposed to
Every self-affirming thought I have just fades away with time
Never ask me, I don't want to lie to you
Still fighting, just in silence, there's a peace I'm yet to find
Cut and scrape and bend and break
Everything just stays the same
I just deteriorate
Who'd have thought I would be getting up again?
I'm a hater, getting tired of this trend
Win or lose, still, I move
Barely so, but I still do
I feel like I'm pulling through
And I've been breaking down my walls
'Cause I won't live inside forever
I just feel so fucking small
Bend and break, cut and scrape, all the better
Now my body's too worn out to second-guess
Writing verses just to nurse whatever's left
Still the same, I can change, not another rearrange
A cry for help, and no one came
And I've been breaking down my walls
'Cause I won't live inside forever
I just feel so fucking small
Bend and break, cut and scrape, all the better
I've been bracing for the fall
Sometimes, I wish I'd stayed inside
I can't run, but walking tall
Not too late, brand new day, I'll be better
Cut and scrape and bend and break
Everything just stays the same
I deteriorate
Growing stagnant, I'm a fragment of my best
Something different, inconsistent, another miss
I don't know if I'll be getting up from this
(I digress)
'Cause I don't love myself like I'm supposed to
Every self-affirming thought I have just fades away with time
Never ask me, I don't want to lie to you
Still fighting, just in silence, there's a peace I'm yet to find
Cut and scrape and bend and break
Everything just stays the same
I just deteriorate
Who'd have thought I would be getting up again?
I'm a hater, getting tired of this trend
Win or lose, still, I move
Barely so, but I still do
I feel like I'm pulling through
And I've been breaking down my walls
'Cause I won't live inside forever
I just feel so fucking small
Bend and break, cut and scrape, all the better
Now my body's too worn out to second-guess
Writing verses just to nurse whatever's left
Still the same, I can change, not another rearrange
A cry for help, and no one came
And I've been breaking down my walls
'Cause I won't live inside forever
I just feel so fucking small
Bend and break, cut and scrape, all the better
I've been bracing for the fall
Sometimes, I wish I'd stayed inside
I can't run, but walking tall
Not too late, brand new day, I'll be better
Cut and scrape and bend and break
Everything just stays the same
I deteriorate
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.00] I'm a mess
[00:02.12] Growing stagnant, I'm a fragment of my best
[00:07.45] Something different, inconsistent, another miss
[00:12.60] I don't know if I'll be getting up from this
[00:17.47] (I digress)
[00:20.99] 'Cause I don't love myself like I'm supposed to
[00:25.00] Every self-affirming thought I have just fades away with time
[00:30.98] Never ask me, I don't want to lie to you
[00:35.02] Still fighting, just in silence, there's a peace I'm yet to find
[00:50.91] Cut and scrape and bend and break
[00:53.66] Everything just stays the same
[00:56.21] I just deteriorate
[01:02.41] Who'd have thought I would be getting up again?
[01:07.45] I'm a hater, getting tired of this trend
[01:11.19] Win or lose, still, I move
[01:13.67] Barely so, but I still do
[01:16.57] I feel like I'm pulling through
[01:20.33] And I've been breaking down my walls
[01:25.37] 'Cause I won't live inside forever
[01:30.75] I just feel so fucking small
[01:34.77] Bend and break, cut and scrape, all the better
[01:54.85] Now my body's too worn out to second-guess
[02:00.03] Writing verses just to nurse whatever's left
[02:03.80] Still the same, I can change, not another rearrange
[02:08.81] A cry for help, and no one came
[02:13.17] And I've been breaking down my walls
[02:17.61] 'Cause I won't live inside forever
[02:23.14] I just feel so fucking small
[02:27.16] Bend and break, cut and scrape, all the better
[02:32.69] I've been bracing for the fall
[02:37.78] Sometimes, I wish I'd stayed inside
[02:43.01] I can't run, but walking tall
[02:47.23] Not too late, brand new day, I'll be better
[03:03.75] Cut and scrape and bend and break
[03:06.05] Everything just stays the same
[03:08.88] I deteriorate
[03:13.77]
[00:02.12] Growing stagnant, I'm a fragment of my best
[00:07.45] Something different, inconsistent, another miss
[00:12.60] I don't know if I'll be getting up from this
[00:17.47] (I digress)
[00:20.99] 'Cause I don't love myself like I'm supposed to
[00:25.00] Every self-affirming thought I have just fades away with time
[00:30.98] Never ask me, I don't want to lie to you
[00:35.02] Still fighting, just in silence, there's a peace I'm yet to find
[00:50.91] Cut and scrape and bend and break
[00:53.66] Everything just stays the same
[00:56.21] I just deteriorate
[01:02.41] Who'd have thought I would be getting up again?
[01:07.45] I'm a hater, getting tired of this trend
[01:11.19] Win or lose, still, I move
[01:13.67] Barely so, but I still do
[01:16.57] I feel like I'm pulling through
[01:20.33] And I've been breaking down my walls
[01:25.37] 'Cause I won't live inside forever
[01:30.75] I just feel so fucking small
[01:34.77] Bend and break, cut and scrape, all the better
[01:54.85] Now my body's too worn out to second-guess
[02:00.03] Writing verses just to nurse whatever's left
[02:03.80] Still the same, I can change, not another rearrange
[02:08.81] A cry for help, and no one came
[02:13.17] And I've been breaking down my walls
[02:17.61] 'Cause I won't live inside forever
[02:23.14] I just feel so fucking small
[02:27.16] Bend and break, cut and scrape, all the better
[02:32.69] I've been bracing for the fall
[02:37.78] Sometimes, I wish I'd stayed inside
[02:43.01] I can't run, but walking tall
[02:47.23] Not too late, brand new day, I'll be better
[03:03.75] Cut and scrape and bend and break
[03:06.05] Everything just stays the same
[03:08.88] I deteriorate
[03:13.77]