Healing To Suffer Again

[00:08.00] I won't be chained to the earth
[00:21.43] I feel cheated, so I cheat myself
[00:26.57] I feel defeated, so I defeat myself
[00:31.66] Drown my sorrows again and again
[00:34.46] Push away and deny this misery
[00:36.81] These feelings and instincts remain
[00:39.55] I'm struggling to pull myself from my grave
[00:42.23] Let me be one with the infinite
[00:44.87] Let me be one
[00:47.31] Let me be one with the infinite
[00:49.95] I won't be chained to the earth
[00:55.59] I won't be chained to the earth
[00:58.44] I won't be chained to the earth
[01:13.70] I feel cheated, so I cheat myself
[01:18.85] I feel defeated, so I defeat myself
[01:23.97] Drown my sorrows again and again
[01:26.62] Push away and deny this misery
[01:29.08] These feelings and instincts remain
[01:31.48] I'm struggling to pull myself from my grave
[01:34.50] Let me be one with the infinite
[01:36.82] Let me be one
[01:39.30] Let me be one with the infinite
[01:41.73] I won't be chained to this earth
[01:46.99] I won't be chained to this earth
[01:57.47] I just need the will to suppress the urge
[02:00.72] I can't suppress the urge
[02:02.84] I've built so many barriers
[02:05.26] I'm healing to suffer again
[02:08.21] Time has given me no remorse
[02:10.62] Spiritually bankrupt
[02:12.54] Just give me the grace to oppose this sin
[02:15.80] Haunted by the things I've done
[02:18.85] Is this guilt and shame the price I pay
[02:21.53] I hate myself for this weakness
[02:24.28] I won't be chained to the earth
[02:29.02] I won't be chained to the earth
[02:37.54] I won't be chained to the earth
[02:39.32] I won't be chained to the earth
[02:41.73] I won't be chained to the earth
[02:44.51] I won't be chained to the earth
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