Density

I followed you home for the first time today
you went with him to the observitory
sit down and bask in the springfield light
twenty feet away I have binocular eyes
you said knock it off
and slapped your first kiss
I couldn't believe
you'd accept his
a million tiny candles
set the stage
he's filled with guts
me, jealous rage
Watching your first sweet embrace
I wait in the bushes
and masturbate
you call him a gentleman
I disagree
but then what would you think
if you saw me
touching myself in the shrub
stalking you
would you be scared knew i continued
I try to fight with the lump in my throat
I never thought I'd stoop so low
I stop and shudder, too young for release
but knowing i'm following you I can't cease
I make the same plans to see you tomorrow
spend a few months hiding in your shadow
i followed you home for the first time today
you went with him to the observitory
sit down and bask in the springfield light
twenty feet away I have binocular eyes