Bad by Design

Are you really that guy
That I keep in my mind
Bad by design

Am I unkind
Shining a flashlight in your eye
I just wanna know what all the fuss was about

I'm a mother by nature
I live for the nurture
To cushion your brain

But still it resides in the deep of your mind
The shit you survived
And it seems that it sprained your emotions

See myself in fluorescents
It is clear in the light
It seems that I'm blind

In love and in life
What a banal find and a shameful sight
I just wanna know what the hell that's about