Older Than I Am

[00:15.00] My heart's seen things I wish it didn't
[00:20.30] Somewhere I lost some of my innocence
[00:23.05] And I miss it
[00:27.08] I miss it
[00:31.67] Stay up all night thinking it's twisted
[00:35.77] My life's been survival of the fittest
[00:39.13] But I did it
[00:43.12] I did it
[00:47.06] I do all my own healing
[00:51.89] Manage all of my feelings
[00:55.93] I don't ask for help, no
[00:58.53] 'Cause I don't need it
[01:00.06] 'Cause I don't need it
[01:03.57] Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid
[01:07.85] Be kinda reckless while I can
[01:10.53] Say I don't give a damn
[01:13.97] But I'm older than I am
[01:18.88] I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it
[01:23.77] Just say to hell with all my plans
[01:26.38] 'Cause I don't give a damn
[01:30.17] But I'm older than I am
[01:35.35] Why am I always the one making decisions?
[01:39.86] How do I handle the pressure?
[01:42.73] I do my best to fake it
[01:46.08] But honestly I hate it, oh
[01:51.96] I do all my own fighting
[01:56.21] I'm who I'ma confide in
[02:00.00] Maybe I need help, no
[02:02.77] I won't deny it
[02:04.28] I won't deny it
[02:07.55] Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid
[02:11.87] Be kinda reckless while I can
[02:14.86] Say I don't give a damn
[02:18.46] But I'm older than I am
[02:23.84] I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it
[02:27.88] Just say to hell with all my plans
[02:30.21] 'Cause I don't give a damn
[02:33.89] But I'm older than I am
[02:39.43] Older than I, older than I, older than I
[02:44.86] I'm older and I don't give a damn
[02:49.99] I'm older than I am