A Year In Space

[00:16.64] Alright, can I be honest?
[00:19.16] I've broke rules, I've broke hearts, I've broke promises
[00:21.92] You might think that I'm self aware,
[00:24.42] But I fake confidence
[00:26.53] But I feel free tonight
[00:27.61] I can see the light,
[00:28.37] My way out of this
[00:29.12] That begins with me,
[00:31.03] Things I was doing for you
[00:32.43] Are things I should do for me
[00:33.99] Yeah the giants sleep,
[00:35.05] I've got a stalk to climb
[00:36.29] Better not make a peep
[00:37.54] But damn it's steep
[00:38.90] I ain't never seen the peak
[00:40.17] They don't want you to see the peak
[00:41.48] DJ Khaled voice
[00:42.38] I ain't know that I had choice
[00:43.50] I ain't know that I had choice
[00:45.03] I ain't know I,
[00:46.37] I am my opposition
[00:47.46] That puts me odd position
[00:48.96] This is my audition
[00:49.71] I know that I talk too much
[00:51.04] I know I'm not the type to listen
[00:52.42] But here I am,
[00:53.67] Right here before your door
[00:54.91] My mom says I need the lord
[00:56.35] But if spent all my money on girls and clothes
[00:58.48] Holy water I just can't afford
[01:00.03] I can't follow you
[01:01.29] I can't follow you
[01:04.06] Please don't follow me
[01:05.36] I got problems see
[01:06.01] Pride I'm swallowing
[01:06.98] Really honestly (ah ah)
[01:08.87] I think I need time at home
[01:10.09] I think I need to meditate (ah ah)
[01:12.31] I think I need time alone
[01:13.60] I could use a year in space
[01:15.12] I don't love myself
[01:16.99] But you keep loving me
[01:18.76] I am not the man
[01:20.82] That I wanna be
[01:22.73] I don't love myself
[01:24.55] But you keep holding me
[01:26.50] I can not be yours
[01:28.31] And live comfortably
[01:30.34] I got the whole wide world in the palm of my hands
[01:33.90] Though I have it for ransom, it makes all the demands
[01:37.44] Just another day on a lonely Earth
[02:02.22] Tryna see which ex gonna stone me first
[02:04.17] Searched my soul for my own rebirth
[02:06.01] And convinced myself that don't need church
[02:08.03] What is my self worth?
[02:09.13] In state of panic
[02:10.53] Depression gets hard to manage
[02:11.71] New York hurt my heart
[02:13.15] But made me a man
[02:14.28] Rhode Island is a different planet
[02:15.60] Am I not Brave?
[02:17.28] Does that make me coward?
[02:19.38] I used to want to save world put a cape on
[02:21.45] But is this world ours?
[02:23.14] Conscious Khary,
[02:23.99] Became Captain Khary,
[02:24.74] For the sake of myself
[02:25.61] And the sake of you
[02:26.40] With too much whiskey and too much truth
[02:31.66] Oh how I miss you an aimless youth
[02:37.02] What's the right time to hang my boots?
[02:39.22] What's the right time to call a truce?
[02:41.44] I deal with darkness inside my mind
[02:43.28] So it feels like sunshine to be recluse
[02:45.34] Luck is light,
[02:46.48] But that's what makes me right
[02:47.44] The fact that I know my life,
[02:48.84] Is a roll of dice,
[02:49.79] Not a girl in my Rolodex
[02:50.99] That can make me forget my price,
[02:52.15] I am not my vice
[02:53.44] Overworked I need 2 brains
[02:54.81] Never hang like Hussein
[02:56.33] Dark nights without Bruce Wayne
[02:57.66] Not afraid to be crazy,
[02:58.85] We all are,
[02:59.95] I'm afraid to be too sane
[03:00.70] I don't love myself
[03:02.06] But you keep loving me
[03:04.00] I am not the man
[03:05.89] That I wanna be
[03:07.66] I don't love myself
[03:09.68] But you keep holding me
[03:11.47] I can not be yours
[03:13.22] And live comfortably
[03:15.22] I got the whole wide world in the palm of my hands
[03:18.77] Though I have it for ransom, it makes all the demands
[03:22.76] I got the whole wide world in the palm of my hands
[03:26.44] Though I have it for ransom, it makes all the demands
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