I Want Cancer For Christmas

They said to just be ourselves
But we all knew that was never good enough
They said we he every chance, but how could we not fuck it all up?

We would spend a lifetime trying to figure out
How to make our hearts stop beating
We would spend a lifetime trying to figure out
How to make ourselves stop breathing

I remember grade school and started to notice
That I was the only kid sitting alone
I remember high school and started to notice
That not much has changed since I was six years old

I would spend a lifetime trying to figure out
How to make my heart stop beating
I would spend a lifetime trying to figure out
How to make myself stop breathing
Stop breathing