Another Parasite

[00:16.23] I burned myself again
[00:19.18] Lighting fires in my bed
[00:22.77] Just lost track of the time
[00:24.45] I promise that I'm fine
[00:25.99] Clean it up tomorrow night
[00:29.33] I took a shot of lidocaine
[00:32.37] 'Cus I wondered how it tastes
[00:35.67] Now my blood is running cold
[00:37.75] My hand out on the stove
[00:39.33] I guess I'll never learn
[00:42.85] Always another night
[00:46.14] Always a better time
[00:49.40] Never to blame but
[00:51.16] Always the same old story
[00:59.27] So what do you want from me?
[01:02.71] Spin cycle on repeat
[01:05.48] The prescription didn't take
[01:07.55] It's keeping me awake
[01:09.32] Oh,
[01:12.53] So what do you want from me?
[01:15.71] And why don't my lungs feel clean?
[01:18.97] Cut corners 'til they bled
[01:20.80] The wall into my head
[01:22.39] I'm going back to bed
[01:47.29] I washed my hands again
[01:50.12] In this loop that never ends
[01:53.83] But at least I'm staying well
[01:55.48] My self-imposing hell
[01:57.15] I do it for my health
[02:00.14] And I got into a fight
[02:03.30] With another parasite
[02:06.99] I've heard it all before
[02:08.63] Lost battles winning wars
[02:10.38] What am I fighting for?
[02:13.86] Always another night
[02:17.22] Always a better time
[02:20.51] Never to blame but
[02:22.13] Always the same old story
[02:30.49] So what do you want from me?
[02:33.78] Spin cycle on repeat
[02:36.55] The prescription didn't take
[02:40.14] It's keeping me awake
[02:43.61] So what do you want from me?
[02:47.05] And why don't my lungs feel clean?
[02:50.30] Cut corners 'til they bled
[02:51.88] Put a bullet in my head
[02:53.66] I'm going back to bed
[03:00.28] Going back to bed
[03:06.84] I'm going back to bed
[03:13.08] Oh no,
[03:20.02] I'm going back to bed
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