casual sabotage

[00:19.43] Hiding here in camouflage
[00:23.30] When they said that they want me
[00:24.62] You love me, you need me
[00:27.42] Call it casual sabotage
[00:31.99] You think that it's easy
[00:35.00] I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
[00:38.67] 'Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
[00:43.90] I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
[00:48.24] I don't understand this on my own
[00:54.14] I'm just a messed up kid
[00:59.13] With sewn up lips
[01:03.13] I can't take this shit
[01:07.51] I need to exist
[01:12.53] Sitting staring at my watch
[01:16.91] I can't tell if it's morning or midday or evening
[01:22.33] The pressure got my head in knots
[01:26.01] I don't always deceive it
[01:28.89] I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
[01:33.60] 'Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
[01:37.78] I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
[01:41.85] I don't understand this on my own (I don't understand this on my own)
[01:47.88] I'm just a messed up kid
[01:52.40] With sewn up lips
[01:57.29] I can't take this shit
[02:01.29] I need to exist
[02:06.20] B-burn me down till we're nothin' but enemies
[02:16.59] Shut me out till we're nothin' but friends
[02:24.68] Burn me out till we're nothin' but enemies (enemies, enemies)
[02:34.10] And shut me out till we're nothing but friends (friends)
[02:42.11] I'm just a messed up kid (I won't ever hide alone)
[02:47.28] With sewn up lips (she took my heart and cut it out)
[02:51.72] I can't take this shit (breakin' for the two of us)
[02:56.10] I need to exist (broken until there's only dust)