Monsters Are Real

Twisting turning
I'm still burning
Scheming dreaming
I'm still dreaming all of my life away
They're pulling at me
It's coming true
Creeping in from shadows
What can I do?
I can feel it changing me
What have I become?
I'm never showing
What I'm undergoing
I never feel them come

Twisting turning
I'm still burning
Dreaming scheming
I'm still bleeding all of my life away
Hating yearning
I'm not learning
Churning burning
I'm still turning inside out
I'm never knowing
Just what I'm undergoing
Everything takes a little away
Blind anger, blind rage
And I think it's killing me, it's killing me

Do you know how it feels?
To be a monster all of your life