Die Trying

And if the truth is we never had it,
I guess that's all that there fucking is
And it's the same as I remembered
Only good as our interactions
And I'm as bad as I've always been
Again
I can't help but to make it all about me
And everything I still remember
Is everything I hoped that you'd forget
Our bleeding hearts could beat together

But lately mine feels more like it's cement
I can try
But whether or not it will make a difference is up to time
I feel like I'm always missing something
Close your eyes
And think of the things that made you happy
And give me one good reason not to cry
Cause this might be the worst day of my life
You look so pretty in your summer clothes
I spent the evening by myself at home

Staring at dark green walls
In place of doing anything at all
I can try
But whether or not it will make a difference is up to time
I feel like I'm always missing something
Close your eyes
And think of the things that made you happy
And give me one good reason not to cry
Cause this might be the worst day of my life