Where Did I Go?

I loved to hurt you
Without you ever knowing
I could desert you
Without you ever seeing me going

And all the monsters in your nightmares
Showed you could see me underneath my cloak
Do you know, do you know?
Baby, where did I go?

And in the mornings, baby, right before you woke
I would ask things that I never spoke
Does she know, does she know?
Baby, where did I go?

Maybe I was afraid to see you cry
Maybe you didn't need to cry
Maybe I can tell such a brilliant lie

I loved to hurt you
But you never felt a blow
I could kiss you and still you'd never know
Baby, where did I go?