Egress! Egress! Egress!

I'm sorry for the way I've been
Silent treatment to my friends
Caught in the crosshairs again
I never said that it would end
But I hoped it'd get better

I can't believe you never left
I guess I'm never making sense
Fighting something that I never asked for
Spill my guts behind safety of locked doors
Now there is nothing in my chest

She knelt down to me
Said I don't think that you're broken
You're not a machine
There's nothing to fix
While that's comforting
It never changes the fact
I'm struggling most days
And I feel like shit

And on the ride home
I offered everything to you

I told you I don't wanna live
I can't imagine how it felt