I Know My Redemption

Living in a world full of illusions
Trying to keep my head out of the confusion
Lamenting for all the days that I live
And all the hate I feel makes me tremble and cry

I will live like the others
Occulting my bloodlust
I just wanted to stop existing
And blast the world

All the agony never ends
I need to go beyond life
Actually i know my redemption
I didn't wait for my own demise
I want to go deeper and take you all with me to the end

Hiding behind a lot of roles I didn't want to play
But I couldn't do any of this any other way
I have worked on many things in this life
And yet inside me, it keeps turning to ice

I will live like the others
Occulting my bloodlust
I just wanted to stop existing
And blast the world

All the agony never ends
I need to go beyond life
Actually i know my redemption
I didn't wait for my own demise
I want to go deeper and take you all with me to the end

Pain is living inside of me
I will go beyond the flesh
I really know my redemption
Now I will feel realized
I want to go deeper and take you all with me to
Now I will feel realized
I want to go deeper and take you all with me to the end