Why

Hey, I was hoping you'd be in,
I just rang to say again how much I love you.
And now, I'm quite lost for things to say.
It always happens that way.
Each time I call you.
But I was wondering, if you'd been wondering, Why?

I'm so undecided though you were always on my mind.
Oh but I was holding back to give myself a little time.
Then suddenly it struck me, I was holding back too long.
Oh, for he who hesitates has lost forever, all is gone.

I went chasing shadows everywhere knowing you were never there.
But always hoping,
How can I begin to know you now.
A clouded past reveals somehow.

It's never showing,
New showing,
Never knowing, Why.