To Wallow in Infirmity
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โฑ๏ธ 3:22 duration
๐ ID: 28065001
๐ Lyrics
This wound
Won't heal
These rags
Do little to conceal
Life blood
That pours
Each night
Soaked sheets that stick-
I writhe
Forgotten what I longed to find
Always just barely alive
I'm a soul of the broken kind
Born with
A bullet to the chest
Or so, I came to believe
Forced to hate by my own hand
I live to bleed
I wake each morning to find
My bandages undone
Infection seeps, malign
I say that
I'm a victim
To some cruel torturous fate
Unseen assailant
That plagues my mortal frame
Oh, to wallow in infirmity
This wound
Won't heal
These rags
Do little to conceal
Life blood
That pours
Each night
Soaked sheets that stick
I writhe
Forgotten what I longed to find
Always just barely alive
Just a slave to a weakened mind
Yet no one knows
That I'm the one who halts the healing
Each night I pick the scabs
And dig the scars for bleeding
For in my twisted mind the fear of change keeps me
Bound to pain, I've self-ordained, this life of misery
I've made this loathing
This dread, this hate, this pain
A foundational pillar
With which I bear my name
Oh to wallow in infirmity
No more
Will I bathe in agony
No more
Will I crawl in misery
This pain-
My choice alone to feed
Won't heal
These rags
Do little to conceal
Life blood
That pours
Each night
Soaked sheets that stick-
I writhe
Forgotten what I longed to find
Always just barely alive
I'm a soul of the broken kind
Born with
A bullet to the chest
Or so, I came to believe
Forced to hate by my own hand
I live to bleed
I wake each morning to find
My bandages undone
Infection seeps, malign
I say that
I'm a victim
To some cruel torturous fate
Unseen assailant
That plagues my mortal frame
Oh, to wallow in infirmity
This wound
Won't heal
These rags
Do little to conceal
Life blood
That pours
Each night
Soaked sheets that stick
I writhe
Forgotten what I longed to find
Always just barely alive
Just a slave to a weakened mind
Yet no one knows
That I'm the one who halts the healing
Each night I pick the scabs
And dig the scars for bleeding
For in my twisted mind the fear of change keeps me
Bound to pain, I've self-ordained, this life of misery
I've made this loathing
This dread, this hate, this pain
A foundational pillar
With which I bear my name
Oh to wallow in infirmity
No more
Will I bathe in agony
No more
Will I crawl in misery
This pain-
My choice alone to feed
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:17.72] This wound
[00:19.02] Won't heal
[00:20.38] These rags
[00:21.78] Do little to conceal
[00:23.00] Life blood
[00:24.40] That pours
[00:25.86] Each night
[00:27.13] Soaked sheets that stick-
[00:28.36] I writhe
[00:29.72] Forgotten what I longed to find
[00:32.65] Always just barely alive
[00:35.05] I'm a soul of the broken kind
[00:38.38] Born with
[00:39.27] A bullet to the chest
[00:40.26] Or so, I came to believe
[00:43.77] Forced to hate by my own hand
[00:46.36] I live to bleed
[00:48.72] I wake each morning to find
[00:53.71] My bandages undone
[00:56.35] Infection seeps, malign
[00:59.74] I say that
[01:01.08] I'm a victim
[01:02.45] To some cruel torturous fate
[01:05.09] Unseen assailant
[01:07.12] That plagues my mortal frame
[01:10.28] Oh, to wallow in infirmity
[01:37.73] This wound
[01:38.88] Won't heal
[01:40.45] These rags
[01:41.73] Do little to conceal
[01:43.37] Life blood
[01:44.47] That pours
[01:45.75] Each night
[01:47.06] Soaked sheets that stick
[01:48.36] I writhe
[01:49.75] Forgotten what I longed to find
[01:52.76] Always just barely alive
[01:55.02] Just a slave to a weakened mind
[01:58.39] Yet no one knows
[01:59.73] That I'm the one who halts the healing
[02:03.65] Each night I pick the scabs
[02:06.44] And dig the scars for bleeding
[02:09.08] For in my twisted mind the fear of change keeps me
[02:13.93] Bound to pain, I've self-ordained, this life of misery
[02:19.62] I've made this loathing
[02:21.74] This dread, this hate, this pain
[02:24.80] A foundational pillar
[02:27.18] With which I bear my name
[02:30.17] Oh to wallow in infirmity
[02:49.32] No more
[02:51.03] Will I bathe in agony
[02:54.72] No more
[02:56.31] Will I crawl in misery
[03:00.09] This pain-
[03:01.61] My choice alone to feed
[03:05.33]
[00:19.02] Won't heal
[00:20.38] These rags
[00:21.78] Do little to conceal
[00:23.00] Life blood
[00:24.40] That pours
[00:25.86] Each night
[00:27.13] Soaked sheets that stick-
[00:28.36] I writhe
[00:29.72] Forgotten what I longed to find
[00:32.65] Always just barely alive
[00:35.05] I'm a soul of the broken kind
[00:38.38] Born with
[00:39.27] A bullet to the chest
[00:40.26] Or so, I came to believe
[00:43.77] Forced to hate by my own hand
[00:46.36] I live to bleed
[00:48.72] I wake each morning to find
[00:53.71] My bandages undone
[00:56.35] Infection seeps, malign
[00:59.74] I say that
[01:01.08] I'm a victim
[01:02.45] To some cruel torturous fate
[01:05.09] Unseen assailant
[01:07.12] That plagues my mortal frame
[01:10.28] Oh, to wallow in infirmity
[01:37.73] This wound
[01:38.88] Won't heal
[01:40.45] These rags
[01:41.73] Do little to conceal
[01:43.37] Life blood
[01:44.47] That pours
[01:45.75] Each night
[01:47.06] Soaked sheets that stick
[01:48.36] I writhe
[01:49.75] Forgotten what I longed to find
[01:52.76] Always just barely alive
[01:55.02] Just a slave to a weakened mind
[01:58.39] Yet no one knows
[01:59.73] That I'm the one who halts the healing
[02:03.65] Each night I pick the scabs
[02:06.44] And dig the scars for bleeding
[02:09.08] For in my twisted mind the fear of change keeps me
[02:13.93] Bound to pain, I've self-ordained, this life of misery
[02:19.62] I've made this loathing
[02:21.74] This dread, this hate, this pain
[02:24.80] A foundational pillar
[02:27.18] With which I bear my name
[02:30.17] Oh to wallow in infirmity
[02:49.32] No more
[02:51.03] Will I bathe in agony
[02:54.72] No more
[02:56.31] Will I crawl in misery
[03:00.09] This pain-
[03:01.61] My choice alone to feed
[03:05.33]