Signs

Shutout from my own confidence
Losing to my own mental turbulence
Probably seems fine on the surface
Coat of paint should cover this

Signs will pass
Signs will point to me
But it's clearly something
I just don't see

I didn't see it early
It's like I was waiting for you to call
It's like I was waiting for you to tell me
Can I even see at all?

There's a place buried inside my head
I think it's where I hold my dread

Signs will pass
Signs will point to me
I didn't see it early

It's like I was waiting for you to call
It's like I was waiting for you to tell me
Can I even see at all?

Pointing at me
I can't see

I can't see
I can't hear
The pain inside is causing me to fear
Scenarios are flooding my brain
Is there something I can do with this pain

The signs are pointing me here again
To this road that ends up being a dead end
God just let this chaos resolve
I should stop trying to make that call

It's like I was waiting for you to tell me
But the answers will keep being the same