I Am Behind You

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[00:38.67] My favorite pastime
[00:41.12] Is wondering if you're still alive
[00:45.16] And greeting new people
[00:47.64] Who come and go in my life
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[00:51.64] While I'm walking around
[00:54.20] Freaking out about my body
[00:58.00] I list all of the people I think
[01:00.67] That I think still love me
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[01:04.46] If I'm high up above me
[01:07.72] Then am I really still me?
[01:11.14] I want to be, I want to be
[01:17.37] Be somebody below me
[01:20.62] Trying to reach up to me
[01:24.02] I want to be, I want to be
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[01:30.49] I am the real me
[01:36.89] I am behind you
[01:38.66] I will come find you
[01:40.14] If you ever lose you
[01:41.91] I am behind you
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[01:43.34] I just want you to see
[01:49.82] I am behind you
[01:51.57] I will come find you
[01:53.02] If you ever lose you
[01:54.86] I am behind you
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[01:59.26] I'm a hundred percent
[02:02.43] Almost all the time
[02:05.71] But I am sixty-five
[02:08.08] When I think about how you're only five
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[02:12.15] I recognise that I'm proud
[02:14.74] Of some things I have no right
[02:18.58] I am not allowed
[02:21.45] Without demeaning your fight
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[02:25.08] Hey, I just want to tell you
[02:28.19] You're my friend and I love you
[02:31.46] I'm trying to reach you
[02:34.78] Before all the ghosts do
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[02:38.10] I am the real me
[02:44.53] I am behind you
[02:46.33] I will come find you
[02:47.74] If you ever lose you
[02:49.53] I am behind you
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[02:50.98] I just want you to see
[02:57.45] I am behind you
[02:59.16] I will come find you
[03:00.61] If you ever lose you
[03:02.50] I will come find you
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[03:06.08] Don't run away
[03:09.36] Don't run away
[03:12.56] Don't run away
[03:15.71] Don't run away
[03:18.96] Don't run away
[03:22.16] Don't run away
[03:25.36] Don't run away
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[03:30.83] Minor inconvenience, that's okay
[03:37.51] I'm well used to slow decay
[03:40.67] Floss my teeth every night and day
[03:43.75] Some bacteria you can't allay
[03:47.09] Some things you can't allay
[03:50.32] Gonna try to do it anyway
[03:53.37] I'm not the type to run away
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[03:55.45] I am the real me
[04:01.85] I am behind you
[04:03.70] I will come find you
[04:05.06] If you ever lose you
[04:06.86] I am behind you
[04:08.29] I just want you to see
[04:14.74] I am behind you
[04:16.55] I will come find you
[04:17.89] If you ever lose you
[04:19.75] I am behind you
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[04:21.19] I am the real me
[04:27.63] I am behind you
[04:29.36] I will come find you
[04:30.80] If you ever lose you
[04:32.68] I am behind you
[04:34.05] I just want you to see
[04:40.53] I am behind you
[04:42.31] I will come find you
[04:45.51] I am behind you
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[04:46.96] I am the real me
[04:53.40] I am behind you
[04:55.16] I will come find you
[04:56.61] If you ever lose you
[04:58.36] I am behind you
[04:59.87] I just want you to see
[05:06.27] I am behind you
[05:08.04] I am behind you
[05:09.47] If you ever need somebody beside you
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[05:25.40] (Silence)
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[06:37.44] I've always believed in choice
[06:43.49] Turned sixteen, it changed my voice
[06:49.64] Opened up to everyone
[06:55.84] But myself, I am numb
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[07:01.72] I'm afraid I will end up
[07:07.87] With a family I don't love
[07:14.01] What if I don't know myself
[07:19.92] Well enough to avoid hell?
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[07:25.80] How fucked up can you get?
[07:31.84] Hurt everyone who ever put you in their debt
[07:37.35] And the debt's an apology (Apology)
[07:40.47] An apology to yourself (To yourself)
[07:43.20] For being so naive as to think
[07:46.24] That you could never work on yourself (On yourself)
[07:49.35] You give love
[07:52.29] You give love (You give love)
[07:55.29] You give love
[07:58.46] You give love (You give love)
[08:01.41] You give love
[08:07.62] You give love
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[08:14.51] Do I think I will survive
[08:20.35] With weightless arms and a reckless mind?
[08:26.80] Here's some love, here's some time
[08:32.80] Here's me jerking off my mind
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[08:39.80] How fucked up can you get?
[08:45.47] Hurt everyone who ever cleaned you when you bled
[08:51.04] And the debt's an apology
[08:54.15] An apology to yourself
[08:56.98] For being so naive as to think
[09:00.03] That you could never work on yourself
[09:03.20] You give love
[09:06.04] You give love
[09:09.08] You give love
[09:12.15] You give love
[09:15.20] You give love
[09:21.31] You give love
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