Loss Like a Seed

When it comes, it comes
With the suddeness of weight
Closing my eyes then to realize
How I've come to be without
I don't want to lose myself in loss
I want to plant that loss like a seed
Deeper than the inside of me
To pull and protect me
Repossess me again

When it comes, it comes
With the emptiness of hate
And regret
A present sacrified to a sanctified past
That's pointlessly asking
"Will it never taste this sweet again?"

I don't want to lose myself in loss
I want to plant that loss like a seed
Deeper than the inside of me
To pull and protect me
Repossess me again

Loss like a seed.