It's Not Over

Here I am back from where I've started
The lonely days nobody's around to see them
The tears, the pain and the strife, nobody knows them
What must I do to make them understand?

Searching inside of me
How could this be?
Tell me, please

I guess it's not over 'til it's over
To feel the patience once again, will I explode?
Feel the anger one more time
Reflecting memories from when I started long ago
Can someone tell me how so?

Time and time again, it seems like I'm falling
The melodies in my mind gives me the strength that I need
Now the pain that I had has finally gone away
Now I know the way that makes me understand

There's somewhere I should be
A place where all my dreams become reality

I guess it's not over 'til it's over
To feel the patience once again, will I explode?
Feel the anger one more time
Reflecting memories from when I started long ago
Can someone tell me how so?