Incompatible

I thought I would mutate
into a different thing
get a gentle core
under scarified skin
but I still sleep with the lights on
so many wars I haven't won

structurize it, organize it, arrange and file it
but my head is still a minefield

I thought I would transform
into this different thing
get a gentle core
under scarified skin
but I still walk these empty roads
with clenched fists in my coat

structurize it, organize it, arrange and file it
but my head is still a minefield

I do not fit in
Reject everything
I do not fit in
Repulse everything.