Terminal Addiction

Every day i'm suffering from terminal addiction
Flood bank memory,
Turning me away frome me
Suck it down and cut it up
Humanness and self-distress
Every day addicted
Downward circling,
Burning at both ends,
Addicted
Reality is futile,
It poisons my existence
Pseudo images,
Policy, management
I need alcohol, cocaine and demerol
Caffeine, nicotine, vicodin, heroine
Addicted