BLOOM

I'm bleeding out on my back
Staining  the floor of your bedroom
I'm  laughing because it feels
Like I am finally somewhere that makes sense
I feel so fucked up
But  I just wanna be fucked up with you
You  just get it
I'm just so glad we're friends
Sometimes  I just wonder who I am
Sometimes I want to kill who I am
Sometimes I don't want to
Feel anything at all
I know you're out there, hello, hello?
I'm  sorry I sing my prayer out of tune
I never thought I could go to heaven
Until I died and I met you
Is the truth just too depressing?
My body hardly knows how to move
Crawling through the dying soil
I think I see one flower bloom
And all those years just wanting to run away
I never dared to dream
That I could ever feel safe
If I could tell myself
That I would feel alive again someday
Maybe I'd be okay anyway
Dead girls dry each other's eyes
And pretend for a while
That we're still alive
Dead girls dry each other's eyes
And pretend for a while
That we're still alive
Dead girls dry each other's eyes
And pretend for a while
That we're still alive
Dead girls dry each other's eyes
And pretend for a while
That we're still alive
Dead girls dry each other's eyes
And pretend for a while
That we're still alive
Dead girls dry each other's eyes
And pretend for a while
That we're still alive