not mine

My heart breaks with her
When she cries
Broken and polluted
State of mind
But I will catch you
If you fall
I'm in rock bottom
After all

I prefer it if you love yourself
Even if that means somebody else
I guess I have to crawl back in my shell
I can't let you go but I won't tell

If I wasn't perfect is it worth it
If I wasn't pretty who am I
Will you finally love me
Or does it really matter
You're not mine
Mine mine

Guess I'll pretend that I don't love you
So I can love you even more
Maybe I should start to make a statement
But you have heard it all before

I'm running out of things to say
And all my mouth can mutter is
You look so very nice today

How am I supposed to keep it cool
When in my leisure all I think is you
I'm sorry there's just nothing I can do
I tried but I just won't get tired of you

If I wasn't perfect is it worth it?
If I wasn't pretty who am I?
Will you finally love me
Or does it really matter
You're not mine
Mine mine

How many times will I pretend
To think that I don't think
About what
We could've been

And then there's moments
When you look at me
And feel as if you know
What I wish that we could be